Confusion II

I was talking to YOU in the car on the way to work and what you said stung. Do you want us to be out in the open? Is it your wish for everyone to know we are what we are? Am I worth the risk to you. You once said that you want me to fight for you. What does that mean? What does fighting for you entail. Does it require me to make my presence known. What do you hope to accomplish by doing this. Does this become to you a testament to the feelings that I have for you. Is that what you want from me? Do you want the ultimate truth? I talked to K last night and we was trying to get me to explain why I didn't see you as my future. How could I not see you as my future. No man has enraptured me the way you have. No lover so complete who makes me dream, wish, think, rejoice, pause, breathe, stop, wonder, know the way you do. No companion so accepting, yet so honest with me about me to me. As I type of you, my fingers start to tingle at the thought of you seeing me naked, clothed, laying, standing. I look consistently at my phone to make sure I don't miss your call.